Damn it to bloody hell!!! I just lost an entire entry!!!!! Fucking buttons. I had accidently pressed something that made the screen weird and I was trying to undo it and well, I got the screen back the way it is, but lost some precious thoughts! Anyway, like I was saying...after nearly a year, I still (not as much as before) check the ex's myspace just to see (I cannot believe I am admitting this) if he's miserable. Sadly, he isnt and hasnt been for at least the past three or so months?. Which angers me and that is ridiculous. Absolutely ridiculous. Why should I care if he's happy or miserable? I cant even keep track on my own life! Let alone my feelings which I am disconnected with 90% of the time! Blegh! Anyway, I've deducted it to the fact that because I am wretched (because why else would I want anyone to be miserable too?) he cannot be happy. He must be miserable with me.

Wow, totally lost my train of thought. I went to another site that I thought might have been his, but I suppose not. It talks of NYC, a place I've never gone before. Anyway, if I should feel the urge to revisit this topic, then I will. Until next time, adieu.

Chubby Bunny

~Had to change the wretched password....AGAIN! lol